Hello (:

2009-08-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

HAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i suck at studying seriously.
1 day and only 2 chapters ROFL! sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry ><

-EXAMS- -STRESS- -NOGAMES- -hate- -sucks- -shit-

2009-08-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

fail pass fail pass fail pass i lost marks i emo . thats whats on everyones mind after dss .
what if the world was gonna end, would results really matter. lols idc .

anyways, exams in a week and really haven't started studying . GOTTA START!

iTUNED to: Maybe - Secondhand Serenade .

Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm, hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

2009-08-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

EXAMS!

DSS tmr . Hahah, glad to say i know everything . (i think)

Updates :

- Cut Hair .
- New Jacket (:
- No Money
- Still a burden
- Addicted to gym :D

2009-06-20T03:11:00.001+08:00

-edit.

-------- to jarvis and jiahao ------
IM NOT A FUCKING CHIOBU _|_ kthx. (:

2009-06-20T02:50:00.002+08:00

same stuff today,
wake up, com, pool, bball, eat, dota. ROFL. ((:

retarded me playing ball is liddat =p

-"EH AARON YOU FOUL LA, YOU UGLY" LOLOL! (: jokingggg :D
- ball goes in -
"ehh the light spoil, too dark. that one air ball right? kk my ball HAHAH"

ROFL (: tmr group projects, boooo. hahah. _|_ poly :D

maybe ball tmr and sunday too weeeeeee :D HAHAH
I LOVE BBALL ((: hahah.
+ MY FRIENDS :D

sleepless nights & endless thoughts. )):

2009-06-19T12:26:00.003+08:00

holidays.
1 week gone, camp, ball, ton. hah. projects crammed, lazy to do anything.
wednesday. - basketball with nick; sam; aaron, damn fun, altho made someone angry. =/
thurs. - went to ton the night at sam's house, dota-ed for 12 hours. ==

today idk yet haha. should be gonna play ball again (:

-random photo- hah.

2009-06-12T01:38:00.003+08:00

supposed to study finish by 11, end up playing bball at pl, chatting and stoning. ==
tests are screwed. i suck totally.
my life, im a failure.
here i am, sleepless nights, risking my tests again.
i thought i could change, i guess i cant, fuck.

im sorry for hurting you dad, i dont mean it. but i cant do anything.
i really tried to talk to you. im sorry, i just cant seem to put myself together,
i know you're really sad cause im always turning a cold shoulder to you.
i hope someday i can really forgive and talk to you like before. ):
im sorry.

2009-06-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

Tests, screwed.
shawn wtf you think your doing.

2009-06-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

first time go home so early. hahah, like 7+ at home ler.
mum shock tio, but its okay! IM A GUAI BOY (:

ahhhhhh ltc camp tmr. got gym and inline for wed and thurs..cant go ><
zzzz. nvm, friday can go the co night :D can meet up with old sch mates again wee.

sian, if only friday got no sch. can go nightwalk -.-. bloody hell.
nvm, gotta study liao. tests all coming. workhard shawn!
stop fucking csing and dotaing. ><

you're still on my lonely mind.

2009-06-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

wah fuck la kanina chaocheebye, just realise i forgot hand in dss quiz ,
Den some kind soul told me tmr got bloody quiz 5%, i dont even know wtf.
Im so dead. fuck.

ps for vulgar.

zzzzz. wtv. goodnights

2009-05-31T13:55:00.002+08:00

shawn, stop emoing.
like whatever you do now is gonna change whats gonna happen to your life.

wake up, start studying, stop dreaming.

2009-05-27T02:34:00.003+08:00

omgosh paiseh so long no update hahah. lazy post photos, all on facebook -.-
HAHAH now i know how brandon feels to have no shame

KJ U DAO ME THE WHOLE DAY FOR YESTERDAY AND TODAY
WO DE XING PING PIANG PONG PANG POONG T_T

hahah (: elearning week so boring.
cant wait for thurs and friday HAHAH go out ftw (:
think meeting seto weeeeee. :D hahah.

- aaron ps forget tell u hahah.
shall link everyone SOMEDAY when im not lazy, paiseh :D

2009-05-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

my life is fucked, omg.
no money left for the week, i ate like seriously nothing today.
just one bread for breakfast and some fries i took from friends.
cb knn now mind fucking giddy la, stomach dam hungry, throat still pain.
seriously falling sick already -.-.
fucking sian, i needa work. need money ><
poly fucking draining my money lah, inline need money everything = $$ down. _|_
knn lj la. only thing im looking forward to is holidays knn.
miss my sec sch friends ):

- HELLO SETO <3 HAHAH! wo ai ni

2009-05-19T02:10:00.001+08:00

woohoo, 2am. just finished dss pbl task 2 alone. -.- sigh
i think im damn imba, damn happy that im able to do it (: hahah.

thanks qinghui for accompanying me <3
:D JY!

2009-05-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

fuck i miss dragonboat ): the weekly trainings, the friends i've made. ):
zzzzz. >< im really sorry keith and the rest ...

thursday.
inline skating, first day ;D, all went well i guess, cause i knew how to skate last time so its kinda easy for me ._. nan peng you like very scared and keep almost fall hahah :D jyjy (:

glad that dss is still okay.

went home and my com gave me so many probs, cant go into web and everything.

friday.
didnt study for business law test or do any tutorials at all, went school empty-handed.
hmm, got 14/20 guess its okay. hahah.

after blaw i totally emo-ed -.-. thought about parents and stuff.
zz im sorry for making everyone worry about me ><.

after brandon came it all went well :D hahah. THANKS!
ohyeah after school played ball :D i suck totally but was fun hahh.

2009-05-11T00:36:00.001+08:00

i seriously want a laptop, a fucking zai one. fuck my laptop.
i want a lap lap lap lap lap lap lap
top top top top top top top!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
stresssssssssssssssssssss. cant play l4d with friends, cant connect for dota. cant msn, seriously.

anyway homework done (: happy hahah
fuck dss btw. fucking teacher and the fucking module sucks -.-.

bought nerd specs weeeeee (: hahah. bye

asdasd

2009-05-09T21:24:00.006+08:00

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm.
idk how long nv post liao, paiseh (:
poly's really crazy, blink of an eye and its already end of week 3.
but its been really fun, making lots of new friends and crapping around with brandon
HAHAH.
so yeah, pics upload :D
-camwhore , dota and cs in class too (: -

i know some of you kinda hate me,
for being vulgar, rebellious and such,
but i'll prove to you that i can study too! (:

2009-05-04T01:28:00.002+08:00

Hahahah FUCK! - this post gonna be full of vulgar.
FUCKING SUAY LA KNN PCB. lj i take wrong bus. so fucking blur today la. like leave bugis 9+ thought can reach home 10 sia. knn i thought i take 80. i stone in the fucking seat for 1 hr den i see i at simei. WTF!? knn la. i go take taxi. lucky that guy still friendly. niama. cb 12 dollar gone liddat leh.
Yalah, go sleep liao. gdnite zz.

2009-05-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

nabeicheebye la jiahao!!

on msn -
Jhao. I'm at that age where it's fine and totally alright to think of suicide. says:
*there was a time
Jhao. I'm at that age where it's fine and totally alright to think of suicide. says:
*where shawn say.
Jhao. I'm at that age where it's fine and totally alright to think of suicide. says:
*i want to study
Jhao. I'm at that age where it's fine and totally alright to think of suicide. says:
*i dont believe
Jhao. I'm at that age where it's fine and totally alright to think of suicide. says:
*i dont believe.

FUCKER _|_ I WILL STUDY OK

2009-04-26T02:02:00.002+08:00

whole body ache, life sucks, 1 meal a day as usual.
mind still not used to studying.

fuck.

2009-04-23T00:08:00.003+08:00

hah, that songs really in my head now -.-.

fantasize for tragedy, SWALLOW YOUR PRIDE! omg high LOL!.

today IS class, intersomething studies LOL!
uh, class seems fine hah (:

alright bye, suppose to be first training of dragon boat tmr >.<
think its gonna be dam xiong cause whoever asked me which cca i was going
and when i said i was going to dragon boat, they either said;
"wah you never die before?"
or.. "wah u gg liao"
LOL! idk but yeah! <3 think its till 9 but ya,
friday no SCH HAHA SUCKERS WHO HAVE SCH _|_

k bye (:

2009-04-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

idk. lifes not going well for me.

Alesana - Congratulations, i hate you.

2009-04-21T01:42:00.001+08:00

rofl, first day of poly life.
no tutorials, so song..
go sch 2 hrs lecture, me and brandon laptop play miniclip LOL.
the rest all hao hao du shu take notes ==.
yeah wor, cant wait to see my class =p. should be fun.
hah bye. gdnite (: meet seto for breakfast tmr <3 .

2009-04-19T22:59:00.004+08:00

LOL! many things happened recently.

Yesterday:
Went back sch collect the award thingy in speechday, saw many old friends all jc ler.
Um yeah, most funny thing was, all was in like their jc uniforms and formal shirt,
den i just t shirt shorts go there collect, den hor, when collect must shake the principal hand.
i look away when shaking sial, he xia suay la serious. LOL!

Today:
finally went church (: hehe. -holy- HAH.
Then met penguin, go bugis buy stuff, then go cut hair ar ( wah damn short le >< ), den come home. panic about the stupid ngee ann lor. lika stupid retard first year. anyway fuck ngee ann, all gaming ports blocked =(. no friends in class. == I hope i make friends with my new class. (:

_|_
oya, my mum was damn wierd today.

Mum: shawn, hows your class, got girls right?
Me: yalah, poly got girl what, den?...
Mum: dont get a gf , its still too early. wait till after army.
(dont really remember what she said but the gist of it is here tada! LOL)
Me: -nods- okay mum (:
ROFLOLOLOL!

and jh was talking about pokemon.
the skill harden, Random person: i can harden on my body too, the best part.
LOL?
then, mew1 = mew.
mew2 = mewtwo
mew3 = mewcube?
LOL!

okay sorry boss (:
i know we damn lame. okay bye! (:

2009-04-18T04:47:00.003+08:00

idk, almost everyday went out..alot thing to post but lazy. hah.
day before went seoul garden with manymany people. >.<

and....sheesha. lol ==
my whole body's aching cause of yesterday's sentosa outing.. owww ==

2009-04-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

shammmmmmmWOOOOHOOOOOOOO hah! LOL
okay hi, went penin today buy jeans straight cut ^^v. den went bedok and home.
fucking 4 dollar plus sial, in total. the stupid transport omg, FUCK SBS _|_!
okay tmr bugis + dinner == duno how it will turn out but ya, LETS HAVE FUN! HAH
okay bye! (:

-edit.
today jiahao birthday. HAPPY BDAY! dota wif him at 12am. so gd rite hah.
we dota like from last year till now, o lvl dota all the way.
. 2 hr before o levels paper, u see us in bnet dotaing LOL
i say le, ppl gd fren is study wif u. i gd fren is pei u dota HAHA! LOL!

2009-04-14T04:10:00.004+08:00

HAH! i realised today that my holidays are ending. LOL! like barely 5 days left. ==
today barely rot at home, supposed to follow some ppl go jurong but too far hahah!
tmr going out le, penin i think, shopping again ==. harharhar.
anyway, browsed through facebook and i saw this group photo of estilo pop.
but my groups barely 1/10 of it. hahh. estilo pop 6! <3.
WE ARE TEH YELLOW PEOPLE YO!

2009-04-12T04:39:00.003+08:00

sorry bosses, hen jiu mei you update le. (:

orientation just ended, kinda nice i guess.
lifes still kinda boring. == back to the com and ton days hah!
i guess i'll post some pics of orientation next time.
well, back to dota. bye!
looked back at my ncc pics, missed my sec sch days. =/ hah.

sfddf

2009-04-05T02:25:00.003+08:00

hello, im sleeping early today (: really tired, dont know why.
woke up this morning ( 5pm actually ) , stomach really pain, and my mind was really blur and couldnt seem to think of anything.
sian, gastric pain ba. sigh.
nothing to do these few days, just waiting for time to pass by. went school yesterday to get my o level cert, quite happy with my results, considering i only studied 1 month before haha.
alright bye! goodnight.

2009-04-03T04:18:00.005+08:00

sigh, teenagers nowadays. emo here emo there ==
hehe, came across some pics and saw this, really cute LOL! anti emo <3
kbye, nothing to post alr. orientation in few days time, cant wait HAHA! (:

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2009-04-01T04:41:00.003+08:00

Lol, slept at 6am yesterday.
9am
--> 5 sms in hp, woke up to sms akid and open my emo hotline* for the emo akid in orientation. ( sorry i woke up 1 hr late =x )
sms abit, then went back to sleep, forgetting about him. HAHA! =x.
but you did made friends in the end haaaaa.

2pm
--> wake up, online. didnt bother to sms akid LOL! hehe. im such a good emo hotline =x.

hah, few slices of the birthday cake left >< maybe i'll go buy another cake with my own money HEHE! LOL! hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. cakeeeeeee <3333 heeee.

6 more days to my orientation =x. cant wait ROFL! stoning at home is so fun (:

i can still remember the drama akid gave me yesterday,
"WHAT IF I GO THERE AND IM LONELY"
"OPEN UR EMO HOTLINE AT 8AM PLEASE"
"WHAT IF MY FIRST IMPRESSION SUCK" etc etc. LOL!
akid joker sia akid ==.

*emo hotline - formed by idk who. its a hotline where people sms to when their lonely or lost. in this example, its akid smsing to me ^^v hehe.

ni hen fan leh ni dong bu dong zz. _|_

2009-03-30T05:55:00.002+08:00

after playing cs till now, i feel that............
MY LAPTOP FUCKING SUCKS.
- no stable fps
- lag.
- no stable fps leads to..
- uncontrollable recoil.
- cant even aim la _|_
- me being a noob...==
- stupid idiots like akid calling me noob..._|_

asldfkajsdlajfsdljafdajfslfjasd i feel emo. GOD GIMME A DESKTOP PLEASE!

-despo-

anyway, grats akid, you know what im talking about ^^ .

btw, please lah, ppl got face lei. if your reading this, you know who u are lah hor, i no need pin point u out la. i not that kind of ppl.

2009-03-30T02:57:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOO yst i eat in restaurant lehhhhh. <3. + its not just restaurant, its with my family (:
ily mum, bro. happy bday bro, even though i hate you sometimes, but still.
woooo swensens rock! hehe. chicken baked rice + icecream FREEEE FOC !! WOOOOO THANKS MUM!

today boring as usual lor, wake up late. anime & cs & dota. watch eragon with some idiot, LOL.
every advertisement come back msn WTF! retard ==.
den cs & dota & skype till now =x. playing wif my mic alot these few days =pppppp
( my mic spoil den i stole my bro's LOL ) shhhhh.

2009-03-25T04:19:00.002+08:00

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i love my life thanks <3 . hehe , ya right.
onetwothreefourfivesixseveneightnineten i counted, can you? (: HAHA!

- jan i hate u seriously i hate u i hate u. i love my laptop _|_

okay bye goodnight, sleepy =p

2009-03-24T00:56:00.002+08:00

ELLO! i would like to say that,
MY LIFE IS A LIE! A LIE A LIE! A LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
causeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee one day i'll wake up and this will all just be a dream !
i love my wife <3 , dont ever blue screen on me anymore or imma get a desktop ==.

okay sorry for being random, == bye goodnight !

rofl

2009-03-23T22:56:00.012+08:00

sick, headache ==.

my eyesight's blurrish sometimes..i think im dying.. LOL jk !
stupid gaming. =/
Btw, yesterday night was fun (: talked to hafiz then we started drawing faces LOL !
( i know im retarded, but doing it with a friend is really fun! we did it for hours LOL! )
like...... for example;

+ many many others, lazy to post =x. around 30 i think LOL!
my whole desktops flooded, gotta go make a folder especially for all these faces ==.

Um ya bye! (:

2009-03-19T23:48:00.004+08:00

Lulz, today same stuff, didnt go out Lol. Downloaded and Installed tf2 - TeamFortress2 thanks to akid ^^.

Played it , was really fun!

Lulz, Right, stupid com cant support. Barely 1 min of playtime and POOF! BLUE SCREEN, LOL!
_|_ emo... it blue screened twice in a row, omg so many thoughts came to my mind...
-how i'm gonna live without my com TT
-no money to buy another laptop
-SO MANY PROBS LA

---------------------DRAMA---------------- LOL!

lulz nothing liao, maybe tmr go bball again == goodnight,
I'm really changning my sleeping habits, Im glad (:

I drank another 2 cans today, LULZ! ==

2009-03-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

nothings well,
Spend most of my days dotaing, really waste of time. sigh. could have spend the time working.
watched anime too, skip beat. - some idiot intro me de. duno who ah =/

Seto and kenrick went church camp le. Left me and akid LULZ!
Think my poly camp's 6th april ==, lazy read the letter.
WEEEEEE THE WEEEEE WEEEEEEEEE POLYS STARTING ((: ! muahahaha!
I WANNA STUDY! ( ya right. )

not gonna sleep i guess, gonna skip beat more LOL!, or maybe stone == bye!

If time could stop, how could i make this more poetic,
when theres nothing more pathetic to be said.

2009-03-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello (: i emo. duno what to post
played more then 8 dota games today. hais. addicted again? nah ==
poly's starting (: and i'm really sleepy, i still love fishball noodles <3 k bye GOODNIGHT!

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2009-03-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

supppppppp, one week passed so fast.
really lazy, didnt bother to blog even though alot of time =X
okay bye, skipping MY church tmr, going follow seto and kenrick's church.
SORRY FOR SKIPPING! LOL!

- YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN,
YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN,

YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN;

YEAH, NI SHI LOSER! <3

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2009-03-10T06:35:00.004+08:00

nothing ah today, bank money...1.1k TT - can buy LAPTOP / DESKTOP SIAL! -.- poly sucks.
Receive another letter from the fucking ngee ann, some camp stuff la..lazy see as usual LOL!
my fucking brother steal my cookies again !@#!@#!@# i emo . kbye

-I PWNED AKID IN SKYPE GAMES TYTY! --> how many ah =x. battleship/ hangman / bowling / aqua blaster / alot alot alot ;D

-JAN OWES ME MEGA MAC CAUSE I TOO PRO IN CS TYTY!

kthx i go slp liao bye! ily<3>

....

2009-03-09T04:36:00.007+08:00

woooooooooooow i went church ;D , and its lent season.. im not very sure whats that but ya, LENT! LOL! sorry i not enthu catholic like SOME HOLY PEOPLE. == But i think its preparing for easter or something.. i think? ==

okay wait ; Lent is a forty-day season of preparation for the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ on Easter Sunday. woooooooooow! wiki ftw (:
( no offence to those not catholic, sorry )
I think supposed to fast ah, for the 40 days, but i do that everyday, 1 meal a day so nvm im fasting ^^ ty.

okay bye aku go kun liao tmr go bank cheque for poly ==.
_|_ poly seriously so troublesome.

2009-03-08T07:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO! um ya, short post. gonna go for church already. Didn't sleep =/. All went offline around 2 , 3...stoned + drama till now xD! okay gonna go now, do some pull ups den go le bye!
If i dont go i need go treat some ppl dinner == ( AHEM, mengxuan and kenrick ahem ahem )..

byebye !

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo

2009-03-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

Yes to change skin ah (: cause SOMEONE said my life only black and white -.-
THEN still insult me before sleep so can sleep peacefully..wah you die you die seriously.

nothing today , didn't sleep , play maple abit ( _|_ MAPLE SERIOUSLY ) , ladder again with the same gang <3 and cs (:
Suppose eat dinner but ended up eating maggie mee AGAIN ! ==
Okay going sleep le tmr got CHURCH ! IM SO GONNA GO OKAY SO ALL YA HATERS JUST FCKXZXZXZ OFF tyily <3

GOODNIGHT! (:

2009-03-06T06:03:00.008+08:00

Another day of a no life kid =/. Playing maple with seto , kenrick , akid and jan. LOL ! and its private server ! okay heres the maple "life"...

--> first reborn..YAY FIRST REBORN!
--> Second reborn.. YES MORE STATS!
---so on and so forth till 6 - 7 reborn--
--> Eighth reborn: WOW! so fun! -sarcastic- reborn , reborn and reborn. ITS THE LIFE MAN!
--> Twentieth reborn: FUCK MAPLE! __
------------QUITTED--------- ( i know the char nice ;D )

Okay back to life =x , not gonna sleep today , yesterday sleep too much =/ 14 hours i think ==

Kena suan by someone again T.T emoemo. MEET MAC AH ! CALL 999 K , MY NUMBER !
MUDKIP WILL DO MUDDY WATER AT CHEWW !

Think going seto house again woot woot -watch him play maple- WOW!! FUN SIA! LOL!

Okay bye , make breakfast den go morning walk again ;D

SIAK

2009-03-05T04:20:00.003+08:00

<--- Typical example of singaporean kids with no life. Everyday got 24 hours why do kids spend 18 hours on the computer!? and sleep only 6 hours when they got all the time during their holidays? I think this is a very major problem in singapore. I propose that we, as singapore citizens should all work together to face this crisis. Thank you.
-that shawn is not me, i swear ! IM SERIOUS!

-morning walk was great with the pull ups ;D

2009-03-04T01:24:00.003+08:00

1.30 so late le >< eh since when i sleep so early =x.
met kenrick seto today , slack at his house den go hougang mall eat dinner . Want buy pull up bar also alot problem ah , must go ask my parents the drill stuff liao LOL! , cannot like seto . LEARN FROM PEOPLE'S MISTAKES , aiseh! LOL.
Idk why u call me gay but i feel hurt ): LOL JK! <3.

K goodnight .
WAKING AT 7AM ( IM NOT VAMPIRE ANYMORE , I QUIT ! ) go morning walk i think ? then com and com and com LOL!

hello

2009-03-03T08:49:00.002+08:00

helloooooo. woke up around 730 cook noodle WOOT WOOT, shiok sial the tom yum.
effing burned my finger while cleaning stove all == emoemo.
okay bye! back to wc3 gang !

2009-03-02T11:12:00.004+08:00

Uh stayed up all night again, after 17 hrs of sleep yesterday LOL!
war3 with akid and kenrick den seto joined till now ==
Supposed to make breakfast but ended up eating muffins ( thanks mum! ) and kinderbueno =x.
Idk if slping. So ya bye (:

Dreams are like rainbows, only idiots chase them. =x

..

2009-03-01T01:48:00.003+08:00

Stayed over at kenrick's house play roller coaster tycoon, slack, pull ups WHICH I COULD DO! (:

Time passed and it was already the next day. Without sleeping, went out. Free lunch at Vivo's Carl's Jr ( Thanks sangar ! LOL! ) . I think the treat must have cost at least $50 for 5 of us. Then went pool and back home, AND no! I wont go lan. I is good boy. (:

Didnt go church again. Damn, I swear i'll go next week. ):

Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

Taken from "Hailie's song" by Eminem. ( Verse 1 + chorus. )
Nice meaningful lyrics.

K goodnight. Imma catch up on 2 days of sleep. (:

..

2009-02-27T06:44:00.001+08:00

Today, a stoplight turned yellow as I was approaching it. I was about to go through but saw a cop, panicked, and slammed on the brakes. I ended up in the middle of the intersection and had to reverse. Soon the light turned green, and I stepped on the gas. My car was still in reverse. -raNDom-

woke up 5pm == nothing to do, stoned at com, play cs, watch drama, msn. Think its gonna be like that till poly opens for me (: .
Ya, seto. No more screamo, happy? ==
Didn't sleep. Dont feel tired. You all play rollercoaster tycoon while i stone.. you all good lor == .

Tonight den post again ba, gonna go make breakfast now (: ! Coffee + bread ftw !. ttyl.

i'm glad i met you (:

2009-02-26T05:06:00.002+08:00

Um. ya hi (:
Nothing much today, met akid kenrick at jan house den we watch movie, slack (:

I'll be honest here.
Thanks Kenrick, Seto and Akid for accompanying me alot through the holidays, even though most of it was suan-ing Akid and me =/. If you all weren't there for me i think i would have already gone out of control. Therefore, just wanna say thanks to you all. (:

I'll not be emo anymore. (:

I love my life.
My friends,
My family.
I love you.
I love everything about it. Goodnight.

2009-02-25T05:06:00.005+08:00

Nothing memorable happened. Just the same old boring life...

Woke up 12 meet Meng Xuan at kovan (5 min walk from my hse LOL!) take EZ-link photo & do the poly enrollment shizz.
Registration for poly is seriously a pain, must do this do that, bank this bank that, send letter to reply this reply that == .

Still no aim in my life. Who am i? What am i gonna be? What i live for?..
Ah, just live life with the flow as kenrick says, but i really dont wanna live anymore?

Oh yea, just calculated my BMI with kenrick..im underweight!?!? -.- walao sian.

Kay nothing liao, tmr going out again. Just living my life as it is till poly starts.

Words of the day, -FUCK MY LIFE!-
No, im not emo. I just hate my life (: Lol.

Goodnight, ily (:

5.

2009-02-24T05:54:00.008+08:00

I was wondering....

What if i wasn't born into this world...

- People would be MUCH happier.
- One less burden in cs and dota.
- Mum and dad would be happier.
- Bro would be MUCH happier.
- Lesser people would have been hurt.
- I dont know.. YOU would have been happier? (:

Therefore, I would like to apologize to everyone who know me, ranging from my friends to my parents to my relatives that i was born into this world. I'm truly very sorry.

Sorry - Buckcherry.

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah I'm sorry!

[Chorus]
I'm sorry baby, yeah , I'm sorry

Sorry and goodnight. )':

4th post, (:

2009-02-23T04:47:00.009+08:00

Many people tell you to be happy with what you have, but are they really happy with what they have?
Many people tell you that they love you alot, but do they really love you?
Many people you think are your friends, but will they backstab in the end?
Ah whatever.

Bytheway, came across this again, really funny LOL!

Mm ya tmr going out again. Bored of this sick life. Kay goodnight (:

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2009-02-22T04:56:00.004+08:00

hi hello hi - akid LOL! ( sorry inside joke )

Um ya woke at 730am, 2 hrs slp. ==
Another day with the "pro" bike LOL! thanks alot kenrick. THANKS! My legs are killing me seriously. Hanged out with seto, kenrick and akid till around evening, den my laoda pei me till now <33 xD! LOL!.

Ah whatever, i skipped church again. I really hope one day i would have God in my life again...

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2009-02-21T05:30:00.003+08:00

LOL! its 5.30 am now, going out tmr -.-
8.30 am with kenrick, seto and akid LOL! i think only 1 hr slp? wtf!
Anyway today go lan with seto watch kenrick team all. they loss 2 maps and won one but ya JYJY^^ you all can do it <3 LOL!
kay, think its time for me to go to sleep.
goodnite everyone . (:

HELLO

2009-02-21T03:43:00.004+08:00

hi hello hi hello hi hello LOL! hi.